failure

I don't know anything about all the other things

i'm not good at all

i'm not brillant

or handsome; not that i care about this

well, at least not for now.

But i failed in everything. It's normal

like Peter Fonda and Dennis Hopper in Easy Rider

like the 60's

like Rock N Roll

or Van Gogh

I failed like you and your friends

like our culture

and the indians;

so don't you dare come here, in my homeland

my center of eternity

and start saying that things will be alright

that everybody finds somebody

one day

and don't say that I'm smart and talented

because i'm useless

and a freaking

fucking

failure.