fat boy

the fat boy is sitting on his chair and he's listening to music
alone
he like to be alone
because the futilities of other peoples life, just don’t cheer him
up
the fat boy is already full of his own futility
his own sadness his own
miserable misfortune his own
life

but the other people don’t want to know about the
feelings
of the fat boy
for them
the fat boy is just another clown
another joke
another conversation
for this people, the fat boy is nothing but a comedian
telling jokes for the rich people
rich people that has no real problems and no real life
millionaires taking money and
disappointments and
moldy bread and
shit out of their asses
and throwing all this mass, this stinking mass
on the poor fat boy

the fat boy don’t care about this
he keeps listen to his music
and telling jokes
cheering everybody up
while everybody  hug
everybody
kiss
everybody
squeeze
everybody
fuck
everybody
happy

but all the fat boy is asking, is for a little break
but he cannot say this to anybody
because they will laugh at the face of the friendly
fat boy
and he will laugh too, afraid of what they will do next

what nobody knows is that
nobody will do
nothing to the fat boy
because the fat boy feed them
with the miserable life that he has
he feeds the miserable life that these people has
the rich people and the poor people
they forget about their own lifes
when the fat boy is joking
joking about HIS life
and no single soul cares about an fat boy’s life.